*Do I think I’m special?
No!I don’t think so
There must be some people just like me
but I don’t know where they are
I’ve been searching
but there’s no answer to my question
The point is
is there an answer?
*I’m ok if I can write
But today I can’t write anymore
It means the situation is very bad
But at least my dogs are so nice
Cause they’re sleeping quietly by my side
I can’t describe my feelings
It frightens me
I’m going crazy really
Actually I’ve been crazy once
Lost control and no one can help
I know those who loved me wanted to help
but they couldn’t
Sorry,I let you guys worry for me
I don’t really want these things to happen
I just can’t find the reason to live
So I count everyday till I die
It’s very painful
And you will never know why